I'm recovering from Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, and I use this site as an outlet. I'm here to share, learn, talk, and listen.


Unicorns exist.
The force is strong with this one.
I've read the rules. I've followed the rules. The rules are stupid. I'm making my own rules from now on.
Do you have any resources I could utilize or any recommendations for a good therapist to help diagnose and treat my issues? I have hit rock bottom and I want nothing more than to be in a loving, stable relationship with Jimmy, the man I love. I am sorry to bother you but I know you speak openly about your struggles and I am hoping you can help me make some sense out of some of the uncontrollable symptoms I exhibit almost daily. Thanks for listening.
Anonymous

Why isn’t your doctor giving you a referral to a psychiatrist? I feel like it should be as simple as saying, “I’m having unnatural thoughts of [insert emotions, triggers, weird thinking] and I would like to speak to a specialist.”

Googling Words from Dreams.

Just a few days ago, while in Columbus, I had quite a vivid dream. Well, let’s correct that— I always have vivid dreams— but, I’m trying to not be so damn lazy when it comes to putting them down on paper the next day.  Upon awakening, I jotted down what I could remember:

There were 5 levels of ground, none being underground, but more like a mountain in topography; all were on the surface.  Must take/find a different route each way, for each level.  I end up in my bedroom, in my mom’s first apartment, holding a small book.  It’s a book with blank pages, and the page is filled with handwritten messages.  At the bottom of the message, it is signed, and I can only make out the first part, which says “Rama”, and the rest of the name appears to be chicken-scratch-scribble.  

In comes Google! The legendary warrior, Rama; Hindu; Weapon is the bow.  I have no idea what any of this means, what it pertains to me, or why I’m dreaming about it, but, I am.  I’m at a mind block.

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fucknosexistcostumes:

newtonandhermann:

jackpowerx:

fuckyesfeminist:

Average size mannequin with average size woman.

The problem, in one picture.

I never realized until seeing this picture that my interpretation of an average size woman has become REALLY SKEWED oh my god I wanna cry

This reminds me of something Portia de Rossi said in an interview. When she was anorexic she would compare her measurements to that of a mannequin:"It occurred to me to measure the mannequins and to measure myself against them and try to be as small as them, and believe it or not, I don’t think I ever was. That just shows you how crazy these images are that we’re given as women."At her lowest weight she was 82 pounds.

fucknosexistcostumes:

newtonandhermann:

jackpowerx:

fuckyesfeminist:

Average size mannequin with average size woman.

The problem, in one picture.

I never realized until seeing this picture that my interpretation of an average size woman has become REALLY SKEWED oh my god I wanna cry

This reminds me of something Portia de Rossi said in an interview. When she was anorexic she would compare her measurements to that of a mannequin:
"It occurred to me to measure the mannequins and to measure myself against them and try to be as small as them, and believe it or not, I don’t think I ever was. That just shows you how crazy these images are that we’re given as women."
At her lowest weight she was 82 pounds.